I'm Writing this in hope that my boyfriend might change his mind

I'm tired I feel like crap and it's all cause of my boyfriend. I don't feel like writing tonight. I had heaps to talk about but now I'm just upset.
Goodnight.

Wensday (The only title I could come up with)

4:30
It has been cold and went. So I picked the perfect day to go and walk around Ballina. Well mainly Ballina fair (Indoors) and Ballina Central (which is out doors) plus I have Asthma so I have to keep out of the wind. Went bowling lost both games but scored over 100 in the second go, thanks to my skilled bowling. Had lunch did some shopping even though I didn't buy anything and had a triple shot coffee. Followed by a short trip home. Where I finally sat down and had a good read. And now I sit here at my computer writing my blog plus a Story at SW. That's kinda my day in a nutshell. I can't wait to head down to EB games and get MX Vs. ATV on either psp or ps2. So I have about 8 games to trade in.


7:27
So I got the game I wanted and it is so fucking awesome. If you don't have it you really don't know what you are missing out on. So that's what I have been doing for the past few hours. So yeah. So I'm going back my ps2 cause well I kinda miss it. I'll catch you tomorrow.

I Haven't written in a while

Like it says in the title I haven't written in awhile. So there's a bit to catch up on, I think. School holidays started on Thursday which rocks and sucks at the same time. I have heaps of time to catch up on my reading. So I went to the gold coast on Friday and went shopping which was rockin then went to spend some "quality" time with my cousins which was alright I guess. Saturday I went to work. usual produce stuff. Sunday went to the movies with my wonderful boyfriend. Monday in and out of appointments. And today. I spent most of the day writing on storywrite and trying to organise a day out with my friend and boyfriend. Which is kinda hard when people keep texting and asking me if I have spoken to my boyfriend to organise everything. Anyway thats been my week so far.

Things That Pissed Me Off This Week.
Going to the doctors.
Being bossed around.
Nothing to do.
This annoying cough.
Getting an English assignment that I really don't feel like doing but probably will.
Getting extra maths homework to do on the weekend.
THE RAIN

Thing that made me happy
Seeing my boyfriend.
Going shopping.
Holidays.
Being with my boyfriend.

Ok so now I'm the phone to my boyfriend and waiting for my friend to reply.
I am going to do something else now, not quite sure what so I might write tomorrow.

Was normal always this normal?

Well the universe has been restored back to it's natural order. And it only took a meeting with the vice principal and a whole lot of stress to get here. But now the universe is restored and friendships are on track (crap sentence). Today was another boring day it school, nice and cold and wet. Last four...well...three days left of school so everything slows done till we final stop, then it's holidays. I'm gonna come back in a while cause I've really haven't got anything to talk about

Pesky Mum

Don't you just hate it when your mum meddles in your business. Well my mum just read my blog "Are you deranged you something. People don't want poems about death and suicide" Stupid mum why wont she let me be. Anyway what's it to her I like that song. Why wont she let me be, why wont everyone let me just be me. Stupid conformist society. Anyway that all I'll say tonight.

It's my life and this who I am. So get used to it.

Another Random Thought

Well I'm back. My third blog. Ok I'll stop doing that. My head still somewhat hurts. At the moment I'm supposed to be doing a religion task on Shabbat but can't be bothered. I've nearly read another book and I have nothing to go on with. Maybe I'll do some writing. God today was drawn out. I had to sit by myself again cause my friend and I are somewhat fighting. and my other friends are sick. *sobs* I have a feeling I may have made them sick. Well not all of them. But I don't want to go on about that. I had a stupid maths test on algebra, double English, I spent my lunch in hospitality and the period after that as well. I belong to storywrite and have a great passion for writing. I would love to write for a magazine one day but probably just follow my dream of working in the hotel industry. I love a good read also. Something that keeps me reading until the end. I love anime. The amazing artistic creations. It's beautiful. I'm smart in my own kinda way. Sorry gone off topic. That's right my day. It was long and boring. I wish I could just drop out and 'bum' around for a year. I have work on Saturday but I get to head up to the gold coast on Sunday and go shopping Yay Me *jumps with joy*.

Ok so that's my day.
Now it's random thought. (sorry I do this alot. I guess I just don't know what to say)
I'm sick of all this shit that goes on at school, the bitchiness, the bitching about me behind my back, the childish attitude and the stupidity of others. I'm really over life. I'm making my friend a go between.
There's a song lyric that stick in my head. It's by bullet for my valentine (and no I'm not emo)
Scream, Aim, Fire - Bullet for my valentine

Kill your enemies,
My brothers dead around me,
Wounds are hurting
Death is creeping for me,
Smoke is blinding
Hearts are pounding
Chaos soon ignites
The call is made
Its one for all
Will I meet my maker

Over The Top, Over The Top!
Right Now Its Killing Time! X3
Over The Top Over The Top!
The Only Way Out Is To Die!

God Has Spoken Through His Conscience
As I (SCREAM AIM AND FIRE!)
The death toll grows higher

God Has Spoken Through His Conscience
As I (SCREAM AIM AND FIRE!)
The death toll grows higher

chaaaaaaaaaaaarge

Fuck this battlefield,
The bullets shred around me,
Bodies falling,
Voices calling for me,
Limbs are flying,
Men are crying,
Such a hurtful sight,
The call is made,
Its one for all
TAKE NO PRISONERS


Over The Top, Over The Top!
Right Now Its Killing Time! X3
Over The Top, Over The Top!
The Only Way Out Is To Die!


God Has Spoken Through His Conscience
As I (SCREAM AIM AND FIRE)
The death toll grows higher

God Has Spoken Through His Conscience
As I (SCREAM AIM AND FIRE)
The death toll grows higher


SCREAM!!
AIM!!
FIRE!!! X2



Over The Top, Over The Top!
Right Now Its Killing Time! X3
Over The Top, Over The Top
The Only Way Out Is To Die!


God Has Spoken Through His Conscience
As I (SCREAM AIM AND FIRE)
The death toll grows higher
2x


(DEATH GRUNT)

SCREAM!!
AIM!!
FIRE!!!

I'm going to go for a while. I'll be back tonight.
(hope I wasn't to boring)

1 more thing

I think I need a drink. Random thought

Shit Comes In Friends

This is my first blog and this is kinda just one big vent 'cause if I don't I will explode into a million tiny little pieces. This is because of a stupid little bitch who I used to call my friend. But I'm not going to go into that. My day has been shit. I hate school, I hate life and I just want to pack up and leave. I'm tired and I want to sleep.

A little bit about who I am
I'm a sixteen year old teen.
I'm a female.
I go to high school.
I live in a small town.
I have a loving family.
I work on weekends.
I like to watch the surf.
I write.
I draw.
I laugh.
I cry.
I'm human.
I have a loving boyfriend.

What I'm into.
Writing
Listening to music
Reading
Surfing
Drawing
Old stuff